When guys smile at me, I think of an alternate universe where I actually start a conversation with them.
Today, I went to Walmart and the greeter was a young dude, probably in his twenties. He smiled at me and I felt like I was walking on air. When I left, he gave me anoter smile with teeth and I stopped for a moment before I walked out. My excuse is that I hate when people flirt with me when I’m on work and also, I was in my unattractive PJs. What if…
I will most likely have to work on Halloween so I’m hoping to go to a Halloween party. By then I should have my Class C license and I’ll be able to be out for how many hours I want after I leave work and take a shower. I’m going to try to find a party to crash.
Most days, I feel like I’m just there. An acquaintance that really can’t complain that you don’t invite me anywhere because I have no right to… It’s sad that I don’t know who to call to invite to places with me because I’m unsure of where I stand with everyone.