90% of my problems would be solved if i stopped over-thinking and being anxious about everything & calmed the fuck down
I am going to take a break from twitter and from you for a while. It makes no sense for me to stress over something that makes me self conscious all the time. I miss the old me and in order for me to reconnect with her, I need to focus on her.
If I stop making a big about small things, then it won’t consume my thoughts til I have the next distraction. I refuse to let one little idea/thought to make me feel insane.
I hate tumblr because every time I come on here I get so
Random thought: I want my future husband to be able to smother our daughter with love.
Pretty much the opposite of my father.
I’m having multiple breakdowns this summer.
I’m officially done. This school I plan to buy myself a Nintendo 3DS so that all I’ll have to worry about are my classes and becoming a Pokemon master in Pokemon X (once I get it).
Judging by the reminiscing rant on twitter of my freshman dorm, I think I’m the only one that didn’t enjoy my first year.
Now I’m not staying on campus and maybe then I’ll find happiness because I won’t have to watch everyone else have fun if I’m not invited.
I become a rebellious teenager the last two years when I’m legally an adult.
What is my life?
Do my parents even care what I do at night or am I just being paranoid?
I can’t even properly ask them what are my limits.
Since I’m commuting this year, I need to invest in a couple of things:
I just want to say one thing since I can’t tell someone this without them commenting from the other person’s perspective.
Last night, I had a semi-sex dream. I was making out with a young John Stamos. It was amazing until I woke up and saw that I was no where near John Stamos…